When you're depressed, or in despair, hope in God. Put your trust in Him, and in His Word. The Lord knows of your heartache. He will never forsake you. When you ask, "Am I alone in all this?" The answer is no. Heartbreak, hardship and distress is the Lord preparing you for future ministry, as He did with Moses, Elijah, King David, the Apostle Paul, and even Jesus, Himself.